Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Ramblings

Work has been going good lately. They have been giving me a ton of different shifts which is nice because I get busy nights and slow nights and I get to meet everyone on all of the shifts. I don't know if things are going to workout there because they basically just keep renewing contracts rather then hiring permanently and you have to work every weekend, literally, even if you have worked there for ten years and you request one off, its a no go. I don't mind working every other weekend or even just getting one off a month but working every single one for eternity? I don't think so. Its kind of sucked because I haven't been able to see my family which is a big thing for me.

My toe is still numb, Christina was nice enough to tell me before a wedding I was going to, after being up for 25 hours that it could be diabetes and that is a big symptom of that. So of course I am freaking out, I really don't want diabetes, I love sugar WAY too much, and I hate needles WAY too much. I have been trying to get a hold of my doctor all day if the line isn't busy it just rings and rings. Its very frustrating because I don't think I should have to go to the clinic again to get a second opinion but its almost as if he is leaving me no choice.

I have three days off coming up Sunday, Monday and Tuesday which should be nice since Darryl is on vacation. I am thinking it wont technically be three days off because I will be working on Wednesday at midnight so Tuesday will be spent preparing to work. We are planning on going to the drive-in one of those days which I am really looking forward to, I haven't seen a new movie in forever and I really want to see Knocked Up.

We went to a wedding as I mentioned on Saturday at the end of the day I had been up for 36 hours, yeah me! Darryls slut of an ex was there she was nice until she got some drinks in her and we left because we both were tired of her trying to make herself look better then us and trying to 'one-up' us all the time. The wedding was poorly planned and very unorganised. We basically just went for the bride and groom and they were happy we were there so it was nice. We are planning on going camping as a couple soon which should be fun because they seem cool.

I better go and try and get a hold of my doctor again. Have a great day all!

Friday, June 15, 2007

Doctors visit...

I have had some numbness in my big toe for about a week now. It started as soon as I started my new job and has been between really numb and half-numb since then. Darryl thought it was probably my shoes, that they were too tight, because of that and because they were incredibly unfortable to stand in for 8 hours we got me new shoes, still numb. I went to the clinic today to check it out, feeling dumb but I didn't want to ignore it and find out it was something serious. I got good news and bad news, she said it was probably nothing, 95% likely it was nothing but there is a chance I could have ms. They wont test me for it with just my toe numb but if three body parts get numb then my doctor will have to send me for an MRI. She kept telling me not to worry and I should be relieved its nothing but who can ignore that there is a chance it could be something. As soon as it went numb and didn't go away I thought it could be ms but I never said it out loud and I kept my worries to myself but then Darryl mentioned he was worried and thought it may be ms as well. My older sister thought I was insane and that I was paranoid, guess I showed her.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Got a New Haircut!!!





I just tried a new girl, and I LOVE what she did with my hair! Wahoo!