It was good as good goes

You know what I hate?! Winter! Earlier today it was nice and sunny, cold but still sunny and now it is a freakin blizzard outside! This weather makes itso hard to get anything done. Thanks to this damn weather everytime I have to go out to my carI get the bottom of my pant legs wet from the snowmaking the rest of the day very uncomfortable and very wet. As we speak I have a wet pant leg that is making me really cold.

But you know what I love?! Not being able to sleep at night and deciding to instead just have tons of sex. Sure I am really tired today but damn...it was worth it. Even though me and my baby wont see eachother all week that will atleast hold him over for a couple of days.
We went shopping on Sunday for some protein shakes which I was really looking forward to. Valerie is on this one pill that gives her a lot of energy and paired with working out makes you lose weight quicker. So I decided that, that sounds like something I need because I have no energy to workout andif it helps me lose weight then thats awesome. I was going to start taking them today but I felt so sick this morning that I didn't want something else ontop of that. I don't think I will get any working out done today because I have grocery shopping to do but I will definately being doing it tomorrow. Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday I think will be my plan. Although Friday I think I am picking up Darryls friend in Toronto I think I can squeeze it in before that.

Last week Darryl got glasses which he has been needing for forever and was just too stubburn to get any. I was so happy when he told me he was going to get some because honestly driving with bad vision is not cool. Last night we were watching tv and he put them on and then we went to bed and we picked out a book together for him to read and we lied in bed and red and it was so nice. I kept looking at him, and he looked so hot with his glasses and reading. I fell in love with him all over again, yes I know cheesy.

I just totally drew a blank and ran out of stuff to write so au revoir for now!

shhhh, we are hunting wabbit

Well Friday has come again, wahoo! My day is going wonderfully! Why you ask? No particular reason, I actually got up and spent the time to blow drymy hair and make myself look pretty. Yesterday I was so tired and looked so horrible which I didn't realise until I took a picture of myself with my newglasses to send to Laura but before I sent them I looked at them and thought, "dear lord, tell me thats not what I look like today". It literally took meabout 10 minutes of snapping pictures to find one that looked semi-okay. Damn, if I had my camera here I would show you yesterdays and compare it totoday but I took it out of my purse before I left today.

Earlier this week I was supposed to go to my head office but it got switched from Tuesday to Thursday, so I had to call the place where I have my guitar lessons to cancel the lesson for the second week in a row. As I normally do I started rambling about how, "I cancelled last Thursday because I had to go to the head office but, the weather was bad so they re-schedule for Tuesday, and then the girl that was supposed to cover for me's daughter issick so they just told me now they want me to come up on Thursday, I am really sorry bye". Then they realised that the car I was supposed to drive back wouldn't be ready so then they re-schedule it for Monday, tentatively. So I had to call them back and un-cancel my lesson, " I am really sorry butmy head office just called me and they re-scheduled again so I will be able to make the lesson, if there are any problems please call me and let me know". I went in there yesterday for my lesson

Me: sorry about all of the mix
JC: its okay Mark likes the company (thereceptionist)
Me: oh ok, well I will call him and sing to him from now on then
JC: *laugh* he would love that

I love my guitar teacher, as I have told you before that I used to go to highschool with him, he knows a lot of the songs that I bring in and want to learn and he even sings some of them as he plays it so show me how its supposed to sound. He has a great voice and we sit and talk about the music and the weird things that happen when playing guitar and reading the music and we laugh, its great. Sometimes I get really nervous about my lessons because I feel I am not learning enough or quick enough and I don't have a whole lot of time to practice which I hate. As I was writing this I got a visionof me sitting on my deck in one of the muskoka chairs my dad bought me practicing the guitar, I can't wait until spring!

I had a dream last night that me and Darryl went to a college frat house type thing and we agreed before we went, that we could sleep with one person once while we were there. So I sit on this huge bean bag chair with a whole bunch of guys and begin joking around, as Darryl is scoping the room and mingling with the girls. As I am sitting there talking to the guys out of my periferal I see him leave with this ugly chick, well not ugly but not his type orso I thought. I continue having a great time flirting with the guys and joking around which I can see is driving Darryl nuts so, he comes back and sits next to me and says to me, "what would you do if I told you I slept with her again this afternoon?", I say, "I would take my car and leave your ass here"so he says to me, " yeah, you would leave me thats what I thought". The chick that he slept with starts freaking out saying, "why would you leave him,why do you care?!" and she gets up and starts screaming this at me, so I say to her, " why are you freaking out, this is none of your business". So she gets up and starts screaming, "do you want to see freaking out?!" and she grabs a knife, that was stabbed into the table (I have no idea) and then started stabbing the walls repeating her self, louder and louder. That was the end, weird eh?

Just call me four eyes

My old part time job has been screwing me around lately and I finally had enough of it. Basically long story short some asshole wouldn't let me take vacation at Christmas so I quit, meanwhile the store manager said they would hire me back in the new year. So I reapplied about a month ago and I justfound out last weekend they had no intention of hiring me back because the stupid asshole doesn't like me. I personally think that no matter what your feelings are about someone you should never let them interfere with your decisions. I have decided to write a letter to head office regarding this issue.I am also getting some people that I know to write letters as well on my behalf speaking of the excellent customer service I gave them. One of my momsfriends will only come in when I am there because she says she gets horrible treatment otherwise. Now I know what you are thinking I only treat themthat way because I know them, but that is not true, I treat everyone the same. In over three years of working there I have never had one customercomplaint. I am not sure what I expect to get out of this, part of me wants my job back and part of me doesn't because, honestly why would I want towork for a company that is going to treat me like that. This asshole has treated many other people like this as well as sexually harassed many of the women that work there. You can't even call them women, they are 16 year old girls most of them. I am going to send the letter registered mail so thatI will have record of who signed for it and then I will call and follow up once I know they have received it.

I got my new glasses on Friday which I was really happy about. I think they look good on me, Darryl said they are going to take some getting used to. Everyone at work loves them on me which is nice to hear. When I was in on Friday I tried on some contacts since I have been thinking about gettingsome green or blue ones. It was really frustrating trying to get them in, I was ready to just oder the ones I thought looked the best and I would figure out how to put them in later. The thing of it is, is that they can look really nice in the container but on your eyes it could be another story. Thisone pair I tried on looked like a really nice bright blue color, when I tried them on I looked like a freak sprung out on coke or something. I finally found a pair that I liked it is a dark blue colour, I think they looked pretty natural and really good on me but, I was alone so I have no one else's opinion but mine. I am hoping they get here by the end of the week so I can show Darryl he loves blue so I think he will love them.

I have been having asthma attacks all morning. I can't figure it out I am not near any smoke and its not so cold in here that there is lack of oxygen, Idon't get it. If I don't get better soon I may have to go to the clinic because my puffer hasn't done anything so far.

Happy Un-Valentines Day!

I hope everyones Valentines Day was as good as mine. Originally Darryl and I decided not to do anything for Valentines Day since we get eachother treats all the time and always express how much we love eachother, plus we had just bought a home gym . Instead, I come home after work to all of the blinds in the house closed (they are never closed), I open the door and all the way up stairs leading to the ensuite is tealight candles all lit. I walkup the stairs and into the ensuite to find a bubble bath with rose peddles in it and candles all around the bath. While I was relaxing and reading a bookin the bath Darryl made me a delicious steak dinner. After dinner he gave me a beautiful white gold promise ring, and said a little speech making me cry.

This weekend I am having Laura up and I am so excited!! I am going to make chicken lasagna for the first time for dinner on Friday and then Saturday for lunch I am going to make chili and fresh bread. I am really worried since it is the first time I have made both of these but she is family so she willunderstand if it is crap. Tonight I am going to go grocery shopping for the things I need for the lasagna and then I am going to prepare it tonight so thatall I have to do tomorrow is pop it in the oven. We are going to go to Costco on Saturday, then go snow tubing and go out for dinner at night. I can't even wait. She is supposed to be coming up early tomorrow and I just know I am going to be counting down the hours until she gets here. Plus I have never been snow tubing so I am super pumped about that AND it is going to be the first time I get to wear my new snow pants so I am stoked about that too..lol I know I am a geek.

As soon as I went out to the car to start it and then start brushing it off this morning it started making a loud banging noise. I turned off the car immediately, brushed all of the snow off and figuring that I was low on oil I pop the hood, check it and sure enough. I went into the garage get the oil and fill it up, then as soon as I started my car it sounded much better. Now I have soaked socks but atleast my car is happy. So now I am at work withmy socks drying on the heater and trying to keep my feet warm by putting them under me, not being very successful might I add.

The whole gym is now put together and it only took him three days. I have to say it was very complicated and he did a really good job at putting it alltogether. Originally when I told him I wanted it put together before Laura came up I wasn't sure if he was going to be able to do it. I can't wait to useit.

*pout* I am sicky!

Oh my goodness, I woke up this morning feeling like complete and udder crap. I woke up feeling really sick to my stomach, kind of like the really hungry feeling but not. Then I hate a really runny nose, sore throat and could barely breathe. I have taken my puffer this morning, but I still cannot breathe. Apparantly strep throat is going around, of course it hits when Lo Lo is supposed to be visiting me this weekend.

I have so much to do this week it is pretty crazy, we have to put together the gym we bought, go to the eye doctors to look at contacts and the frame that came in for Darryl, clean the house, go to the clinic for my knee, go to Sudbury, move the air hockey table to the basement and do laundry. Darryl is probably going to take care of putting the gym together but it is really big and I am really worried about it being insanely complicated.

We have gotten a lot of snow lately and I mean A LOT. We have had a pretty tame winter up until last week when all hell broke lose. Today we are supposed to get 5-10cm and I was talking ot one of the guys here and he thinks we are going to get more. On Saturday we stopped at Sport Chekand bought me some new snow pants, since they were on sale and we are going snow tubing next weekend. I haven't had snow pants since I was in public school so putting on those pants brought back so many memories.

I used to live out in the country and behind our house were tons of hills where we used to always go toboganning. It was a lot of fun it just sucked having to do the trek back up the hill once you went down. I remember my mom would bundle me and my sister up so tight that we looked like Kenny off of South Park with only a little bit of our faces showing.

We were supposed to go out to the cottage this weekend so we were planning on going toboganning and making snowmen. Unfortunately with all of the snow they got there, the park with all of the hills was closed due to fallen trees from the weight of the snow on them and we didn't end up goingto the cottage.

I am really excited about going snow tubing on Friday, I have never been and everyone has told me it is a lot of fun. I am especially looking forward to it because now I have super sweet snow pants to wear :).

Urgh I feel sicky. Tomorrow is Valentines Day all, what do you have planned?

Oh one of my favorite old songs is on right now, Lisa Loeb...and I can't remember the name of it for the life of me. I know every single word to the songthat I haven't heard in probably over a year but I can't remember the name, damn thats stupid. I love being in this office alone, I can sing wheneverI want and no one will hear me or look at me wierd. I absolutely love singing, if I wasn't so shy or so unsure about my voice I would love to just doopen mic nights with my guitar and sing Norah Jones or Sarah Harmer type stuff.

My guitar lessons are going pretty good, I am learning Everybody Hurts by R.E.M and I am learning a lot about reading tablature so that once I am donemy lessons I can continue to play. I really wish that I could have my lessons every other Thursday because having my lessons every week doesn'tgive me enough time to practice. If you asked me right now why I don't have enough time in one week to practice I would have no answer for you.It just seemes like all of the little stuff that you have to do in a day adds up and the next thing you know its time for bed. Which for me is a lot earlierthen the average joe, I know.

Wanna hear the fuckin coolest thing ever?! They have strawberry shortcake dolls as the happy meal toy at McDonalds. I was so excited. ConsideringI had just driven 45 minutes out of my way in bad weather I really appreciated it. I have her sitting on my monitor right now and looking cute.

I just printed some guitar tabs that I am going to show my instructor tonight and see if he can just tell me the basics of how to play them, I think I know how to read it but I just want to make sure. I am really excited, yeah!

Its a winter wonderland!

Well I have a computer now which is a plus, not my old one but that is okay. They are in the midst of sending me the xp cd so that I can restore it. In the meantime one of the guys I work with brought the monitor from the other office and gave it to me and it is a pretty sweet 19" monitor..oooh yeah!

My weekend was pretty uneventful minus the getting totally drunk on goldslagger and puking all Saturday night. It was the Lidell vs. Couture fight and Itold Darryl I was just going drink beer and not get too drunk. I was pretty good at turning down the shots and then I think I got too drunk and my will power went away. Damn will power. So needless to say Darryl spent about 1.5 hours on the floor in the bathroom with me while I was puking my gutsout. I was so hungover the next morning that when I went to take a shower I thought I was going to pass out so I didn't even get a chance to washall of the shampoo out of my hair. Even when I woke up on Monday to go to work I felt really queezy and had a headache.

It has been snowing like a bitch here the last couple of days. Damn ground hog said that we would only have two more weeks, that just goes to showthat you can't trust ground hogs, the lying bastards! On days like these I just want to stay home on the couch under a snuggly blanket, drinking hot chocolate and watching tv. As I was driving to work yesterday I heard on the radio that all of the buses were cancelled and I immediately wished I wasback at an age where we got snow days. From my office I just watch the weather outside and hope that it doesn't get too bad that I can get home ok.

What a wonderful day I have had today so far. I have been really busy at work with the phone and trying to catch up on everything I got behind on with my computer out of service. The day has just flown by. I am at a loss for anything else to say so bye.

Damn viruses!!!!

I apologise for not being able to post today but I swear it wasn't my fault! hrmm...ok....maybe it was but I swear it was on purpose! If I knew that I would have such a horriblin boring day such as I did I would have been way more careful. Here is how it happened....

I came into work and booted up my computer and as usual while this process is taking place I am warming up some water for my oatmeal. I finish preparing my breakfast and sit down at the computer and check who is online on yahoo (we use it at work to talk between campuses) and checked my e-mail. Before I tell you what happened I should say that I never know half of the people that e-mail me, usually possible students e-mail me inquiring about the course etc. So I am checking my e-mails and I see this one from someone I don't know which as you know, I thought nothing of. Now here is where the blonde part comes in, there is a link and normally I am pretty computer savy so I know not to a) open e-mails from people you don't know and b) definately don't open anything from them. So needless to say I now have a virus ridden computer at work and no internet...*pout*.

The day passed by very....very...slowly.

Right now I am talking to a guy that I started talking to through one of those friends networks. On my profile it said that I was commited and my picture was of me and my boyfriend but he wasn't sure if I did have a boyfriend or not. He is still talking to me after he found that out which is nice, and most guys normally don't. I don't think it is going to last long because he doesn't seem too interested in our conversation since then..lol god I love being a girl..grr!!