You know what is interesting? The power of the internet. I have dealt with a lot lately regarding the power of the internet and it just boggles your mind. I have met people from all over the world without having ever seen them face to face and doing it right from the comfort of my own home.

At one time I found the internet very addictive and the people that were on it. I loved how men spoke to me, even if it was a lie it felt nice to hear when the people you want to hear it from aren't saying it. That fact alone got me into some trouble I am not terribly proud of but I do not regret. I met someone who I thought was my soul mate while I was still with my boyfriend at the time. I knew it was wrong but somehow I justified it to myself, thinking he doesn't care what I do anyway and he treats me like shit so he deserves it. In the end it was true what I thought, he didn't really care what I did. Too many times I have seen the internet berak up relationships and make people doubt their partner or tempt their partner to do things they normally wouldn't. Its gotten to the point that I can't take porn pics anymore for fear they will get posted on the net..lol j/k.

Don't get me wrong, I love the internet and I would go crazy without it but I gaurantee the majority of the people reading this know someone that the internet has effected either bad or good in a big way. I love the millions of possibilities with the internet, you could meet anyone, on any side of the earth at any given time, and the unmeasureable amount of information that is at your fingertips.

But, its still scary how it can effect people.
...my thoughts are with you...out there......