You are not alone... we'll get lost together

It has been the most insane weekend ever. I really trust that everything happens for a reason and it seems that me losing my job when I did was good timing.

Last week was a really lazy week filled with me and Christina hanging out and getting drunk twice, watching moves, cleaning the house and lounging.

I am doggy sitting right now and it is really nice. I really want a dog really badly but unfortunately up until recently Darryl and I's schedule did not allow it. I took Jazz for a walk a little while ago but she is a pain in the butt because she barks at everyone we pass and I always feel really bad. She would never bite anyone or anything but when she barks she scares people.

Went for lunch with the girls today. It was really nice to see them again since I hadn't seen them since I got canned. We went to Kelsey's and had bad food and bad service, not a good combo. Other than that it was really nice catching up and getting a reminder that they care and miss me. Any other time I have tried to keep friends after I leave a job, it never works, we both get wrapped up in our own lives to put energy into making it work.

Here I am playing with my web cam and the features Christina showed me. Thanks sis!

Have a great day all! Show that snow it can't get us down!

its a wonderful life

So I lost my job yet again. I am pathetic, I know. Trust me I know what you all must be thinking but I really am not a terrible employee, I just get in fucked up situations and I end up getting fucked. So I am trying to re-evaluate my life and figure out what I want to do and what I need to do in order to get there. I am really dreading telling Darryls parents, I don't want them thinking that he is dating a loser or something. No matter how many jobs I lose I always work my ass off to find another so, you can consider me working my ass off now.

I am really looking forward to this weekend, the most important people in my life (minus Darryl) are getting together with me on Saturday and we are looking for wedding dresses and possibly brides maid dresses. I know its ridiculously early but I want to and thats all that matters. We are also going to be taking a look at the hall so everyone can I have an idea in their head what it looks like and thus help me with decorating ideas.

I am going crazy trying to find a church. The one I wanted more then anything was under construction in July so we moved the wedding date to the last weekend in June and they only have 1pm open. I was heart broken when I heard this. I found another church right around the corner that was really nice as well but after going there to meet the minister on Sunday I find out that it does not have a center aisle. I know this may not seem like a big deal but to me it is, well it is and it isn't, if its the only church I can find I guess it will be okay. But, its also going to be a tight fit because it is smaller then it looks outside.

Last night Darryl and I stayed up until 3am playing poker and drinking. It was actually a lot of fun and halfway through we did a shot which was scrumptious. Well I have to clarify it was fun until I started getting drunk and started playing worse, so Darryl started winning which made it not fun at all for me, which left me no choicebut to tell him I didn't want to play anymore ... teehee.

Darryl is beside me playing Mario Galaxy which is one of the most fun games ever but, we are close to the end so the levels are impossible so I have to go help him with a level. Have a great work day tomorrow people, I will be thinking of you well I am doing nothing.