Saturday, March 31, 2007

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I realise it has been forever since I posted and normally that would just be me being a lazy ass but this time its bloggers fault or my computer I can't figure out which. I formatted my computer to try and fix what was wrong with it, mainly just being a huge pain in the ass and now it is being an even bigger pain in the ass. Anytime I try to download updates or anything onto my computer it wont download the whole thing, it will be "unable" to download part of it therefore making it not work. So I am not sure if my computer is the reason that every time I go to the blogger web site it wont load all the way. Anyway that is why I haven't blogged in awhile.

Nothing much is new I just realised that it is only a year until I look for a wedding dress so I better lose some weight so there wont be HUGE alteration afterwards. Its insane to be writing about my wedding part of me still looks at myself like I am a teenager dating that I am not old enough to own a house and be planning a family in the near future.

The job search is still going, I am definately getting cabin feaver and need to get a job NOW! I am so sick of cleaning, oraganizing, running errands, doing laundry and cooking it is not even funny. I am at my moms house and Mackie (her dog) keeps whining at me to play with her making it really hard to bitch about not having a job. The job market is pretty pathetic these days. Living in the city that I do they know people don't want to travel to other cities to work, so they pay nothing because they know people will do it because they don't want to or can't commute. Its ridiculous. Everyday I look on the job bank it makes me just a little bit more sick looking at the jobs that they need skilled, educated people for but they are not willing to pay them what they are worth.

Our family get together is coming up that we named, "Crazy Go Nuts" because we literally get together and just go crazy for the night. It is a lot of fun because we really don't get together that often so it is nice to plan an event where we can all meet, catch up and get crazy drunk. It is taking place April 21st and I am so stoked. I keep telling my sisters that I want to have a meeting to talk about it and plan stuff but we basically have it all planned, I just want to talk about it..lol. I know, I am retarded.

Anyway me and Christina are going to see Rein Over Me so I better jet, have a great weekend all!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Life...

A friend sent this to me and I really enjoyed it so I thought I would share it with you guys:

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.- Anonymous

Thursday, March 15, 2007

The basement...

I don't know if I ever posted about us working on the basement but here are some during and after pics:




That is the theatre room, half painted, with crap in it.


Horrible pic of me painting trim in my grubs not looking impressed.








Christina chilaxxing. You can see the piles of trim on one side of her and the two saws on the other. Below are some of the finished pictures.





Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Okay officially the scariest night ever. I dropped my sister off at home and had to take a movie back to Blockbuster, so I get there and I am about to leave my car running and just drop the movie in the slot but then I see this creepy guy standing outside so I turn off the car and take my keys. Just as I am about to go back to my car these guys around my age are getting into a truck next to me. The creepy guy then says, "excuse me" so I stop and so do the guys getting into the truck. I just ignored him and got into my car and locked the door and then checked in the back seat because I think maybe he was trying to distract me so someone could get into my car. I feel okay that there is no one in my car until I smell beer like it is on someones breath, I am not sure if I am going crazy or I am about to die so I pull into the Esso to check thoroughly through my car. No one was there but on the way I think, "maybe he is under my car". I immediately feel like I am going to die from the panic attack going on in my chest and start trying to think or what to do next. I pull into my garage and call my sister so she can talk to me while I look underneath my car. Seriously my car is a sports car and is so low to the ground that no one could stay underneath it nevermind have anything that isn't boiling to hold onto but since I am insane this sounds viable. I immediately go in and set the alarm but I still feel uneasy and scared. Every noise or creek I just want to cry and I know I wont be able to sleep tonight. I think I need help.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Bored

I am so bored and hungry right now yet I am too lazy to do something about either of those problems. I have spent the night watching American Idol, America's Next Top Model, The Real World Denver and Super Nanny while cleaning my house in between, you can imagine that I didn't get much done. For instance I got my bathtub sprayed with Scrub Free but I didn't get around to cleaning it up or anything yet. I did however get the kitchen cleaned, did two loads of laundry, cooked dinner and lunch for tomorrow, cleaned my stove (its self cleaning so I really can't take credit for that), emptied the dish washer and washed pots and pans. I know hearing about everything I cleaned is the highlight of your day so stay tuned I will be doing more cleaning tomorrow.

I hate e-mailing people and I have no idea why. It would take me two minutes to write a nice e-mail to keep in touch yet I never feel like it and it always feels like so much work. Not phsyically but when I go to write an e-mail I never have anything to say, so I have a friend in Kingston that I never write and some friends on facebook that it takes me forever just to get back to them. I feel so bad about it but it is just so boring for me writing an e-mail I would rather talk on the phone or msn.

Monday, March 05, 2007

Is it spring yet?

I found a mp3 player that I am absolutely obsessed with. Have you ever wanted something so bad that is all you can think about? Yeah, thats me right here. Darryl has made some good points that I don't need a new mp3 player but I was thinking he could take this one so he would have a good one or I could give it to one of my friends that needs one but, his argument is why do that when it is perfectly fine. Apparently he doesn't understand that I need to have the newest and coolest things out there, I have a crappy cell phone that has the bare minimum features on it so I want a cool mp3 player is that so much to ask for. Plus with the new deck that I have in my car, my mp3 player hooks up to it so I want a cool mp3 player in my car. It is small and black with a color screen and can play videos and has the scrolling option that I want on an mp3 player. I am constantly looking on Ebay for someone who may be selling it for $40 so that Darryl wont mind so much if I buy it, but alas they start around $40 and people will outbid me. I mean you can get one still a hell of a lot cheaper on Ebay but not as cheap as Darryl would like. Here it is
isn't it pretty?

Me and my friend online are having a fight right now. He always sends pictures to our sharing folder before even talking to me and even after adding the pictures and me looking at them he still wont talk, so now we are having an emoticon /nudge fight over msn right now. I started it off for giving him shit about his wanting to share photo's instead of talking and now its turned into war.

My mom lives behind a school and you can hear the receptionist anytime she speaks over the loud speaker. they were just saying that they were not letting staff or students leave due to weather conditions and that the children's parents were going to have to come pick them up. The weather is not that bad at all, its just a bit blowy out and its not like its at the point where it is making it difficult to see. The highway however the visibility is really poor and got shut down because of a billion car pile up or something. so as I write this Darryl is stuck on the highway since it is closed now.

Gotta love winter!